Things can change

God, you don't know how much I miss our friendship. S, you did share secrets with me, all the time. But, idk what happen to me lately and I can't even understand my own self. Sorry i didn't put any effort when you tried to win me back, there's just something else on my mind that I felt messed up. For right now, all I want is you guys. I want you three, back together as we used to be, for my birthday. I don't need anything else. Guys, right now. I'm hurted, because of A, yes. Something happen, and I'm going through alot of things. For right now, Im torturing myself by listening to all the songs that he gave me, over and over again. I need to calm. I hope, after the school re-opens, I want things to get even better. I can't bare this anymore