Please tell me you'll stay

I cried alot these days. It's all because of who I am. The one that never gets what she wants. It hurts you know. Talked with Syahirah about him and she said there's alot of girls liking him. Wow, I guess I'm falling for the wrong guy do i? I once cried because of birthdays. How I never got presents more than 10 and I never had a proper birthday party. I guess I missed a lot of childhood moments. God, I miss 2009. I miss Shahanin, I miss Shahnaz, I miss Momo. Btw A, I can't get you of my mind. I hate my life