The happy endings turns out to be sad

well hello, had a very stressful day. I'm backing of from him and yes I'm hurted because of that. Really hurted, haihh. But what to do right? That's how my life goes, it keeps hurting me and I'm still thankful for that. I'm thankful that I have given a chance to live. My life is full of dramas, rejection, bitches and such. Urghh, I can't stand being hurted by a guy. It keeps me worried everytime I like someone :( I've once cried about a guy and I ain't repeating it, this sucks. My life sucks, note that